Memoirs of an Illuminati Girlfriend

(Kirsten Dunst, not Gretchen) 

“Deep State Insider Revelations on Presidential Grooming & Donald Trump”

This memoir was sent to me anonymously in 2020.

It provides some valuable insights into the workings and plans of the “Deep State.” The assertion that “China is the Future” certainly rings true. So do references to the Mossad and a grooming program for future US Presidents. However she seems 

to exonerate Trump saying he is not Deep State, not into molesting children. This is nonsense.

Gretchen–“What I came to understand was that these elites functioned like one big mafia family in which they worked together to create great wealth and to move their one world order agenda forward. So even though some CEO’s may appear to have created a company on their own, they did not. The elites behind the scenes put them into position and made the success happen via networking, technology, or patent rights, seed funding and their controlled media outlets that publish /promote whatever they want. Therefore, since their company’s “success” was a joint effort, profits are shared via donations or other deals or investments that they were instructed to do.”

I repost this with new material Gretchen sent July 19. Disclaimer- I’m not endorsing this information. Make up your own mind.

Abridged from Oct 30, 2020

By “Gretchen”

(henrymakow.com) 

In 1992, in my late teens, I was a beautiful girl modelling in NYC, when I met and fell in love with a mysterious “Illuminati” man, who swept me into the world of the Deep State. 

Over the next several years, we traveled the world to palatial mansion parties, dinners with VIPs at five-star restaurants, and private clubs like the Bohemian Grove and yes, members bring in women. 

At the Grove, I met Henry Kissinger, Donald Rumsfeld, presidents of banks and corporations, judges, and other power players, who work behind the scenes, and many of these same people are also members of The Council on Foreign Relations. 

This world appears to have a power structure in rings of ascending power or a hierarchical pyramid, with a top cabal of elites. The men discussed business deals, political strategies and joked, while I intuitively knew to keep quiet.

At the Grove, I also met young men, often first-born, who were made to feel special for being recruited into a secret CIA U.S. presidential grooming military program (“groomies”). I learned about this from overhearing various conversations because I believe my mystery man was somehow involved as a handler of these potential future U.S. Presidents. 

They recruited them from within the CIA, military, and high level (33 degrees and above) Masonic families. I remember in the beginning these men were passionate, patriotic, and nationalistic; one was waving a small US flag. These men were a mix of Republicans and Democrats with opinions and ideas about what they wanted to do to make a better America.

However, each man soon realized, like any soldier, that they had to follow the orders of their commanders, this cabal of elites, who control both sides and makes all the decisions. Thus, their individual ideas were dropped, and instead the elites’ “big ideas” were adopted. Occasionally, there were moments where I made small talk.

 I remember once speaking with a groomie; it was an election year and I asked him, whom he was voting for. He replied, “You know, I’m being groomed for President.” 

I nodded, “Ya, I know,” 

He continued, “Well, They have not decided which side They’re going to put me on, so I’m not allowed to say which side I voted for.”

The elite cabal used occult practices to systematically brainwash or mind control these men over time. I witnessed them change from being confident and caring about America into being cool, globalists, where even the Fourth of July celebrations were disdained. 

Thus any creativity was crushed and they somehow became dumbed down, as they fell into mimicking lockstep. The grooming program included learning how to be expert liars, and to live in two worlds, with a split Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hide personality. Each groomie spent time with former U. S. Presidents at their secret grand estates, which are in foreign countries with armed security, (so don’t be fooled that Jimmy Carter “shuns riches, lives modestly.”)

Further, these groomies were studying how to speak Chinese and if they were not already married, they were encouraged to marry non-American women and in particular Chinese women. I remember asking my mystery man, why the focus on China and he said, “China is the future,” like an affirmation.

I noticed, the groomies lost their inner joy and it was replaced with phoney happiness and a veiled paranoia. I remember another time, I slipped off and wondered around and I came upon one of the groomies weeping with such great sadness. I softly approached him and tried to say something comforting. 

Broken, he cried, “They lied, They lied, I can’t trust anyone.” They are the cabal of elites. 

My mystery man mentioned that crying and insomnia was a phase; he admitted that he cried for days until he got over it. I now realize the “crying phase” was after members unwittingly chose to sign a contract with the devil, their souls were literally sucked out and replaced with legions of demons and their consciousness was seared with a hot iron making them hopelessly reprobate. My love kept me trapped like Gretchen with Faust to my mystery man.

They discussed a potential problem when a whole crop of potential groomies died, lost their minds or disappeared. If you research deaths of first-born males from prominent wealthy American families, like Fred C. Trump Jr., Davis H. Murdock II of Dole Food Co. and many others you will find a pattern of drug and alcohol abuse and death. 

My understanding was that the grooming programmer was too sadistic on them and/or that the process was rushed such that they were not ready and they freaked out and ultimately killed themselves.

 I remember a story about a son of Rothschild, who went to some ritual initiation meeting and freaked out from some experience (possibly satanic ritual child sacrifice)? This Rothschild changed his name, left everything behind and went into hiding until his death a few years ago in his mid-sixties.

“ONE WORLD LEADERS”

They also had a parallel program developing an elite international group of “one world leaders” of teenage boys and girls, who went to a special traveling school, where classes were being held for three months at a time in various countries. Both programs had lots of problems, setbacks and the Deep State was behind their scheduled timelines to move into position the one-world government. 

So when Dr. Charlie Ward wonders why Americans don’t have younger presidential candidates in their 50s, and 60s, it’s because They messed up, miscalculated and lost them.

I remember once, soundly sleeping next to my mystery man, when his special red phone rang, waking us up in the middle of night; he was given instructions to avoid certain areas and he told me to avoid these too, later, the news reported this area was bombed.

Also, everyone was encouraged to stop eating meat and become vegetarians.

There was this strange secrecy and I saw him intermittently, which led me to wonder if my mystery man was cheating on me. I became very jealous, so I began snooping through his things, looking for photos of another girl.

 In locked desks and closets (which I picked) I found useless sealed top-secret files, which I opened containing CIA employment agreements, bioweapon government contracts, an Israeli human cloning factory document, multiple passports, including an Israeli passport and instructions on who and how much money to send to various nonprofit organizations. 

I briefly glazed over these things in which I had no interest because I was looking for photos or evidence of another woman. Today, I realize those documents were very important. 

What I came to understand was that these elites functioned like one big mafia family in which they worked together to create great wealth and to move their one world order agenda forward. So even though some CEO’s may appear to have created a company on their own, they did not. The elites behind the scenes put them into position and made the success happen via networking, technology, or patent rights, seed funding and their controlled media outlets that publish /promote whatever they want. Therefore, since their company’s “success” was a joint effort, profits are shared via donations or other deals or investments that they were instructed to do….

In 2016, I contacted my mystery man to ask him about the Trump-Clinton election, expecting to hear that Donald Trump was another one of their left/right controlled puppets. But to my surprise, he said, “Donald Trump is not with us.” Which actually made sense because groomies were very controlled and on guard all the times. Also, my guess is that if Donald Trump became a Mason, he is only a first or second degree and hopefully he renounced that.

Finally, people want to know: Why Donald Trump has not arrested Hillary Clinton and all the other swamp criminals. Answer: Because Hillary and all the rest are not US Citizens. Hillary and the gang are State Nationals. Our U.S. admiralty courts and department of justice are only set-ups to convict Federal US citizens. The entire underpinning of the US government along with the US presidential position was stripped from the original and is not legally based–it does not actually exist and insiders like Hillary know the legal maneuvers to make themselves exempt and immune. They can only be brought to justice through the military courts or common law courts.

To understand this every American needs to read Anna Von Reitz’s Some Assembly Required 

Watch American hero: Russell-Jay: Gould. War Castles series and The Last Flag Standing 

I pray Americans work together. Realize that this county was founded when 56 leaders of their communities signed the Declaration of Independence putting their life on the line for Freedom. Please stop any infighting and let’s work together to save humanity from this Satanic New World Order and Dark Brotherhood, in Jesus Christ’s name, Amen.

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Received July 20, 2015

According to my Intel Sources, that include top ranking US military, NSA, CIA, and others too secret to even mention, regarding the real Jeffrey Epstein Files, they have been scrubbed and replaced with weaponized deep-fake files!  Get Real People –The Deep State had control of the Epstein Files before Trump’s administration came into office. “They deleted everything incriminating about themselves and replaced it with “deep fakes” implicating Trump.  Are people really so naive as to believe that the Deep State left any incriminating information about themselves in the Epstein Files?  Grow up!  So, now what ?  The Epstein Files are just about Trump, Epstein and Ghislaine no one else?  Trump gets de-throned and it’s all over? Just like Hilary Clinton deleted emails and destroyed devices–cell phones, laptops, etc., associated with her private email server.  Just like Anthony Weiner’s laptop –all the evidence against the Deep State players that he had as “protection" was deleted and destroyed and every New York police officer, who saw it –just happened to mysteriously die.  So much evidence has been destroyed and sweep into a black hole by the corrupt people in control.  And “They" have been in control for a very long time. So often we hear of someone who has some evidence –who is coming forward –then nothing…. what happened ?   Remember Tory Smith (https://www.youtube.com/@TorySmithDNA/videos) who accused Mike Pence of being a pedophile and running a sex trafficking operation. Then attorney L. Lin Wood also accused Mike Pence of being involved with child sexual abuse and trafficking.  Lin Wood doubles down on attacking Pence https://www.politico.com/news/2021/02/09/lin-wood-attacks-pence-roberts-468027

One of my Intel Sources told me, “horrific evidence of Mike Pence sexually abusing children was in the Epstein Files.”  Those Epstein Files were leaked to Lin Wood.   I guess, that’s why Lin Wood became so passionate about child sexual abuse and trafficking–he saw it from Epstein’s videos– which supposedly do not exit anymore.   Maliciously, the Deep-State crushed Tory Smith and Lin Wood.  Tory Smith developed some strange wasting away illness and died too young.  Lin Wood was attacked, treated as if he was insane, forced into retirement under threat that he would be disbarred of his law license.  Lin Wood was abandoned by Trump and forced into obscurity.  Then the Deep State does their classic move of weaponizing the courts against their targets. Lin Wood was sued twice in kangaroo courts with multi-million dollar judgments against him.  Lin Wood hit with $11M verdict in battle with former law firm partners https://www.ajc.com/news/atlanta-news/lin-wood-hit-with-11m-verdict-in-battle-with-former-law-firm- partners/7VHBC7FWQBBBPGPFPKG4Z6ZJLI/

Again and again we see trafficked victims, who come forward with credible allegations like Alley Cater but are just ignored or hunted, killed and/or silenced in some way.  Please understand this, Deep State individuals are emotionally and spiritually retarded.  They are haters, petty, envious, paranoid and small minded people that eat their own.  So, it is quit possible that factions develop within the Deep-State, who war against each other and plot set-ups to frame each other in power grabs. This contributes to and/or creates massive dis-information.